Tuesday, May 2

hahaha... just for gag

lets see the funny one first..hahaha..love panda....hahaa ..opps no more..sorry ..wanna see msn me..only for people i know..ops
hahaha the cartoon but real version..hehe... done

Saturday, April 1

tunnel of the five sense

i fell in dispair while walking down this small narrow, painful road, road of life...
slowy in pain i walk down the tunnel of life , is just so dark , i cant see ,i cant hear , i cant smell , i losted every of my senses...even touch..but i was wrong...walking down further , i felt hope..the hope of lonelyness , they have the same eyes as me...those lonesome eyes.

finally, those eyes..they kept me going. now that i found you..the tunnel isnt so dark anymore, coz i know that i have someone who is beside me, to take away the darkness and share the spark of life with, still the tunnel continues , hope to walk out this curse and sadness, i knw i will .

finally one day the , i can walk out this tunnel to see the joy on your face

Tuesday, March 21

Comment Box

I do not feel that the root of the problem is the comment box.... since there are still sms, msn, etc...

But for everyone of us, we do need to think of the consequences of what we write in a public domain like a blog.
Make sure we do not write:
1. "illegal" things that promotes racism, terrorism, pornographic etc,
2. things that hurt others' feelings,
3. private information about ourselves that we may regret revealing in the future.., etc etc..

Since we are on this topic, might as well advise each and everyone to be careful of what you capture using your camera or video, and also what you do in front of a web cam. There are web cam recorders which can record everything that you show others, without you knowing it.

The internet is an open field.
Do safeguard yourself wherever you can.
Imagine you are Tammi, how would you feel for the rest of your life?

wongz

no..more...

i think the root to this problem is the comment box...now i finish want to throw it away for now..and i going to do something i like very soon..ur will find out soon

Sunday, March 19

winning a battle dont mean u won the war

ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTIONS

knowing that what i say mean alot of bullshit to others..also knwing that is not like u all dont or never(or did you?) have and been through what i have done..or is it because it is hard for u all to accept the fact that i dont(or is wht iam doing now, really what i wanted) become like and think the same..no one knows(or is it??..someone may know).
sad to say i dont really wish and want to listen to any advice(or because iam just too stubborn to and want to live in my own world)..but i will keep it at heart, as nothing(really nothing??there must be something) is too late..just that life is short( aver+ 80 yearsold..really is that short??..animal lives is shorter , but do they mind..or rather do they noctice it).

life is a feedback loop to say,mostly everything u put in will be reflex by the out put (side effect) and it will jumps back to the core. often we(most of us) see the world blindly,we fill in the gaps so this world make sense and appears how we think it ought to be.(people will only change when they are ready)
here is a puzzle to prove abit..of a simple fact..that most of us sees the circle, but not within..or out of it....

"There is three misstakes in this sentence."
can u find them..??
(answer at the bottom)

can humans really be what they ought to be..is ur mind and thinking really who we are..if god made ur body..did he create your thinking and thoughts..if not, who are u in the first place to start with.

by now most of u will feel and say i am talking nosense and bullshit(is bull's shit really like wht i said..some things does not make sense but still we believe strongly in it)

in the past ....
humans want to fly, because birds can..and we did it..

humans want to comunicate with out moving to do so, because we are lazy...and we did it..

humans saw animals travel and move faster than them and making it easy, because we are lazy..and we did it..

humans want to swim deep in the oceans , because fishs can and we did it...

humans improve thier lives and make it easier to live we did it..but still why must we invent bombs and harmful weapons to kill each other (some say is to protect ourself..is it really so or just because u want to be stronger than other..??u still goin to die ,is just the matter of time)

mostly everything falls in a system..(or is it really true)even our emotions. is our brain that control us or our emotions..as we use less than 5%(even lesser)of our brain?? is it really the truth that ..wht will happen it we can use our whole brain..(who is the one that controls it..is it really ourself??) or we already use our whole brain ..just that we dont realise...

is prove really the truth to everything?? if bible was the truth..other religious will be fake..vice versa...if the universe.. is so big(is it the biggest??)then there must be super huamans ..or aliens smarter than us.., if it is true, than it is so that we(most of us) can only use 5%or lesser of our brain..

is there an end to knowing this universe?? will we ever get enough by it..how much more can we know and store it in our small little mind(or is it small and compact)

most things are better left unknow..if we know, wht different will it make or rather will it make any different. even when u die , will life continue...or u will get reborned...if sleeping is death then i shall die..now..but wht if its not..and wht for i want to die..or do i.. !?

can anyone answer me..??(or do i already know the anwers) if so..can u prove it..(is prove really wht i want..is it even the slightest truth) even if i knw..the true..wht more i can do and wht for.??will it make any different of point that the way others see me..?? do i really want that to happen..at all..still wht for and wht i can gain from it..iam still going to die..if others take my words ..i wont have any bad comment ...to start with..and i wont have to even write this...(will i..?)

surving..is the only key(or is it..??)to live. people in woodbridge..are they the crazy and insane one...and is that the real world ..or are we..the one in prison....??? by now..most of u will get real worry..for me..tell u the truth..be for i end this..the fact is that u are worrying for urself..because u cant answer the question...and u think u are always right..(maybe u are...but there is left too)

all i have now is this..and i just wanna taste what i come up with now..whether is sour,bitter,salty, or sweet..i just wanna to taste it..therefore i beg of u for alittle peace..(no harsh comment..or anything to do with studys..most of all others accecptable)

anwers for puzzle..

first there is a grammatical mistake-it should read, ''there are three mistakes'' second ''mistakes'' is misspelt. you could look forever for the third(or maybe not) mistakes inside the sentence; the third mistakes is there are only two mistakes in the sentence. you have to jump outside the sentence to see it. self-reference confounds logic, for if the sentence is correct then the sentence must be wrong. and so on...

Tuesday, March 14

still u all dont understand

Still u all dont understand

very long...really quite long since i blog almost forgot that i own a blog..hahaha...ok get started.
really very angry..very pissed off....by teachers in my school.....not all, but most , i knw people around me care for me and everything, but i have aready lost the sense of care toward people and myself although the care is still hidden and left forgotten some where in my heart.

i i must tell ur all something..this is to all the teachers who read my blog and familys members and people who are older than me..and think they are fucking always correct...i must say. u are wrong..to think that ur older therefore ur always fucking right..not darn it..i dont care how long u live and how much more salt u eat more than me..

secondly..wht i say and talk in my blog is just for people like me and you to recall the things and to remind u thats all..and i just like to shout my comments and thinking into a post..coz even if i talk to others i feel abit like talking to the wall, coz no one take me for real..only when thing really happened then my help is needed...

i shall tell ur all one thing..dont thing that learning psychology can make u understand another person fully..no there is no way..the basic of psychology is to learn the behaviour.how they react and why they react..nv in the whole history of mankind can a human really and totally , fully understand each other..if so there wont be war or worst war would flow this world.

till this point some of u may not even sightly agree with me..is ok to me i know the fact , some of u dont..must make others to be the same as u, it is very wrong to do so, u have ur on life to take care , u can only comment on others life..u cant change the sightest bit..u dont live for him/her
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=life go to this site to see the meaning of life or is it the real meaning..u sure..or is...life is just a word...

alot of u are being brainwash ...and u dont even realise it...the main thing abit life is to surive thats all...nothing else, money is not important at all we are just being brainwash to think that it is important...u got to think pass the system , and than u can beat the system. but to me i don care much , as long i live life happy and is able to surive is fine with me..

destiny and fate ...all of confusion about this two word...to a english teacher it mean...just meaning and explanation..wrong ..think pass the system...and ask urself who the pioner of the words...u will get it wrong...look at the most popular book the da vince code...what so nice about the book u may ask..got read and u knw why..and for now i shall leave u wondering aorund in my deep blue ocean..

Monday, February 27

tammy..!

tammy..!

woah...singapore getting..more..open...sia...and more "kep poh" .
dont really pity the girls lor...cause hor..if say the guy wanna take the video hor.. the girl can stop him ma...and say don wanna ma...lol..i think they both horny devils...the guy f**K till like so song..and the girl also like enjoying it lor....=.=""

but..seriouly...the person who mass send the video..is a f**ker la..but cant really blame him/her lor..just maybe the person dont like tammy...ba.. but tammy is quite nice looking lor...(future porn star..hahaha) i also hear that the video is selling in peneng malaysia for singapore 5 dollars

other than this tammy incident ..someone recive a bluetooth msg ..of a gangband video..1 guy 3 girls..and one of the girl is underage..or..seem so..cause she got wear sch uniform ....wah...lol...nowdays people getting more open minded

but..infact it is rather common in united state...there people are just more open and they get to see porn tv shows at night..singapore..maybe too strict therefore, cause singaporeans to hold the arouse feeling to themself..we may end up like japanese ..but aleast they knw how to realise and relxed..in their free time and let lose themself..unlike..singaporeans lor...

u see dont let children see porn and no too much or no sex education...or...taking sex as a forbbiden fruit even to speak of it..now u see..curious..or hormy..or dont knw wht thay think lor..go taped down their sex life...lol..make till they themself so pai sai...and the whole world knowing...