Monday, June 5
Friday, May 19
more wondering.......
My co-blogger is a very deep person, I respect him for that. But I would like to engage him in some meaningful dialogue. Hope the following can trigger his alternate views.
Refer to his post below :"are the ppl who run away and hid themself with other option the loser..? is it so hard to do whts told... yes it is, coz we are different, really..?"
Depends on what we are running away from. Some examples below.
1. You get a girl pregnant, and you run away from your responsibility. Does that make you a loser?
2. The country wants you to go to war. You go into hiding. Does that make you a loser?
3. A friend asks you to push some drugs for him. You refused. Does that make you a loser?
4. A friend wants to borrow $200 from you. You have the money, but choose not to lend him. Does that make you a loser?
5. Exams are coming. You know you wont do well. So you skip school and find excuses. Does that make you a loser?
6. You are sick. Your mum asks you to drink some terribly bitter chinese medicine. You quietly poured it down the sink. Does that make you a loser?
7. You tried to quit smoking. But you dont have the discipline to keep the resolution going. And you tell yourself that "it is not so easy". Does that make you a loser?
8. You are offered a job. But it is too far from your house. You reject the offer. Does that make you a loser?
There is no right or wrong for most of these questions. It depends on our priorities in life.
But it is good to weigh the options and consequences, seek advise from the wise ones, so that we can choose the more advantageous option.
P/S: The above is not meant to create strong emotions. Read with an open mind.
wongz
Refer to his post below :"are the ppl who run away and hid themself with other option the loser..? is it so hard to do whts told... yes it is, coz we are different, really..?"
Depends on what we are running away from. Some examples below.
1. You get a girl pregnant, and you run away from your responsibility. Does that make you a loser?
2. The country wants you to go to war. You go into hiding. Does that make you a loser?
3. A friend asks you to push some drugs for him. You refused. Does that make you a loser?
4. A friend wants to borrow $200 from you. You have the money, but choose not to lend him. Does that make you a loser?
5. Exams are coming. You know you wont do well. So you skip school and find excuses. Does that make you a loser?
6. You are sick. Your mum asks you to drink some terribly bitter chinese medicine. You quietly poured it down the sink. Does that make you a loser?
7. You tried to quit smoking. But you dont have the discipline to keep the resolution going. And you tell yourself that "it is not so easy". Does that make you a loser?
8. You are offered a job. But it is too far from your house. You reject the offer. Does that make you a loser?
There is no right or wrong for most of these questions. It depends on our priorities in life.
But it is good to weigh the options and consequences, seek advise from the wise ones, so that we can choose the more advantageous option.
P/S: The above is not meant to create strong emotions. Read with an open mind.
wongz
Sunday, May 14
still wondering..
life..still now a illusion...a never ending road, a long path, will death really end it, or will it be even longer, still a big mistake to even live here.
seem like so , you just cant run away from faith, everyone is just so different.
we live doing and work for the same things and yet so different, is an illusion that it seem the same, everytime , when you make a mistake what will you do , you ask yourself , what to do.
most of the time we just escape it and never dare to look back and try , is there really a mistake , can it be learn , why , why not just learn from it . but the truth line is that wether , is it really a mistake in the first place, the problem is that u choose to do it in the first place . am i very sure there is another way , cant it be the only way.
when ppl ask one else to do a thing, why are there ppl who refuse, are the ppl who run away and hid themself with other option the loser..? is it so hard to do whts told... yes it is, coz we are different, really..?
just give me a chance to go with death.. yes, i will willingly follow...i just want to take a look how big death is, how long death is , painful death is , just how , what the hell is death.. pls take me there let me know, the 7 sins and love, thats the only thing i look back at , sins are not bad.. they are good , we feel good and we want more, why is wanting more things a sins , the system dont control us...we do , or is it so.. i believe that in such a big world out there, there are ppl watching us, and controling us... love.... just so hard to understand...family love, friendship love , muture love, love...just love..isit... ?? one alway have to give in more than the other..why not neutual ..maybe it just cant.. like i say... give and take. but i dont care about this, i just like being in love.. is the only thing we share the same..love..that is..i just wanna give and be loved...
hope i can..even if i cant, i just really wish that everything could just be nothing...so no one will suffer the pain ...of life...just nothing..plain emptyness...not even god exist...just nothing, not even the black hole...nothing ..nothing at all...
seem like so , you just cant run away from faith, everyone is just so different.
we live doing and work for the same things and yet so different, is an illusion that it seem the same, everytime , when you make a mistake what will you do , you ask yourself , what to do.
most of the time we just escape it and never dare to look back and try , is there really a mistake , can it be learn , why , why not just learn from it . but the truth line is that wether , is it really a mistake in the first place, the problem is that u choose to do it in the first place . am i very sure there is another way , cant it be the only way.
when ppl ask one else to do a thing, why are there ppl who refuse, are the ppl who run away and hid themself with other option the loser..? is it so hard to do whts told... yes it is, coz we are different, really..?
just give me a chance to go with death.. yes, i will willingly follow...i just want to take a look how big death is, how long death is , painful death is , just how , what the hell is death.. pls take me there let me know, the 7 sins and love, thats the only thing i look back at , sins are not bad.. they are good , we feel good and we want more, why is wanting more things a sins , the system dont control us...we do , or is it so.. i believe that in such a big world out there, there are ppl watching us, and controling us... love.... just so hard to understand...family love, friendship love , muture love, love...just love..isit... ?? one alway have to give in more than the other..why not neutual ..maybe it just cant.. like i say... give and take. but i dont care about this, i just like being in love.. is the only thing we share the same..love..that is..i just wanna give and be loved...
hope i can..even if i cant, i just really wish that everything could just be nothing...so no one will suffer the pain ...of life...just nothing..plain emptyness...not even god exist...just nothing, not even the black hole...nothing ..nothing at all...
Wednesday, May 10
Tuesday, May 9
''half naked'' the story part 1
hey hey ..hi to all back at last this time i am here to tell a story ..a humannistic story..like the days of our life...ty for ur support..
so many things revolving around me lately ...life still sucks i say...but at least , there is one more hand , one more eye , one more nose , one more ear , one more say , and my one only love ...
thing arent alway seen and being heard as the way we want and think ..illusion is one thing that proven so . truth to be told..no one ever live to tell wht death is and wht is it all about..no one..and never ever. Around this fuckup world, are all systems... they are like a game... but u dont really have an extra life, u dont have super powers....just u urself , is now or never..death or life... going through and take this road wont be easy , never will it.
everyone have a different road to walk , we learn in different ways..we feel the different emotions..but we share the same..the same joy.! and happyness..that itself is enough for ppl like me...i dont wanna much..i dont really care much...my past hunt me deep.
"life is short make it fast" i use to say this alot..in my past ..and nv really listen to the wispers around me..i just nv seem to get the meaning about it...i was stupid back then. i feel like a zombie , eat, shit , and sleep..life around me is biter than any beans.. blood is thicker than water to say..i feel so homeless ..like the wind could just slice me through..
remembering the day i fainted...because of my jackass acts , causes me to flush myself down the toilet..i begun to think ..i can tell u the most happy and top most perfect of my story was to faint and never look at the world again, i have no guts , no friends , no one..just alone , iam just a pain in the ass. in that black paradise ... i hear a voice .. hey '' wakeup, u aint alone'' i was curious even though i was suffering..humans nature i would said.. i pull myself together . i blink an eye .. i saw....i saw the most beautiful ... those eyes.. like my..... i shut my eyes and think..whether..they are true..am i dead..? i question myself ... but just like any other humans...i too have sin... i look ... open my eyes , as i open.. i saw her... she have the same eyes....
suddenly i feel sick..and butterflys flying in my stomach..dont knw why ? iam so confuse.. i felt a warm at my heart ...she huged me , everythings going to be fine'' she said.
i cant describle .. the warm and love i had..been given...no one , no stranger had ever giving me a hug. i was happy and lost.
kelly ,her name that was , given to her by her grandmother..she live by the river , a blue , clear clean, nice lake... standing at the sides and just looking straight up , u can see the mountain that make this water alive , just so lovely to hear the river flowing slowy down the stream, ur thoughts will also flow down with it...
her parents are farmers.. not too poor , not too rich.. just enough for family .. she lives in a nice wooden , old but stable , cottage look house.. just the perfect house u can ever dream to have..
just so u must knw , like i say life is hard and not wht we think is it really is..
end of part 1
so many things revolving around me lately ...life still sucks i say...but at least , there is one more hand , one more eye , one more nose , one more ear , one more say , and my one only love ...
thing arent alway seen and being heard as the way we want and think ..illusion is one thing that proven so . truth to be told..no one ever live to tell wht death is and wht is it all about..no one..and never ever. Around this fuckup world, are all systems... they are like a game... but u dont really have an extra life, u dont have super powers....just u urself , is now or never..death or life... going through and take this road wont be easy , never will it.
everyone have a different road to walk , we learn in different ways..we feel the different emotions..but we share the same..the same joy.! and happyness..that itself is enough for ppl like me...i dont wanna much..i dont really care much...my past hunt me deep.
"life is short make it fast" i use to say this alot..in my past ..and nv really listen to the wispers around me..i just nv seem to get the meaning about it...i was stupid back then. i feel like a zombie , eat, shit , and sleep..life around me is biter than any beans.. blood is thicker than water to say..i feel so homeless ..like the wind could just slice me through..
remembering the day i fainted...because of my jackass acts , causes me to flush myself down the toilet..i begun to think ..i can tell u the most happy and top most perfect of my story was to faint and never look at the world again, i have no guts , no friends , no one..just alone , iam just a pain in the ass. in that black paradise ... i hear a voice .. hey '' wakeup, u aint alone'' i was curious even though i was suffering..humans nature i would said.. i pull myself together . i blink an eye .. i saw....i saw the most beautiful ... those eyes.. like my..... i shut my eyes and think..whether..they are true..am i dead..? i question myself ... but just like any other humans...i too have sin... i look ... open my eyes , as i open.. i saw her... she have the same eyes....
suddenly i feel sick..and butterflys flying in my stomach..dont knw why ? iam so confuse.. i felt a warm at my heart ...she huged me , everythings going to be fine'' she said.
i cant describle .. the warm and love i had..been given...no one , no stranger had ever giving me a hug. i was happy and lost.
kelly ,her name that was , given to her by her grandmother..she live by the river , a blue , clear clean, nice lake... standing at the sides and just looking straight up , u can see the mountain that make this water alive , just so lovely to hear the river flowing slowy down the stream, ur thoughts will also flow down with it...
her parents are farmers.. not too poor , not too rich.. just enough for family .. she lives in a nice wooden , old but stable , cottage look house.. just the perfect house u can ever dream to have..
just so u must knw , like i say life is hard and not wht we think is it really is..
end of part 1
Tuesday, May 2
just for gag 2..
hahaha... just for gag
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